Last week I wrote down an account of what it's like to go on a business trip, be a mom, a wife and a Beachbody Coach. I wanted to go ahead and share my thoughts even though I am back now as I know so many people can relate to wanting to be a career woman, a great wife and mother and still have a passion for helping others reach their goals.
For the last week my family has been on this roller coaster of emotions as my business trip has be rescheduled, pushed back and up in the air. I guess the looming question of when does mom leave has been on everyone's mind when I thought it had just been plaguing me. To not have an itinerary on Monday morning when the next tentative date was Thursday was definitely almost more than I could bare. Finally Monday late Monday afternoon a late Tuesday flight is booked and the scramble for planning begins. Phone calls to potential babysitters, meals prepped, packing for myself and packing for the kids for a night at Grammys. "Where's my ballet shoes, sign my homework tracker and who's going to pick me up" are just some of the many questions flying. I get the kids situated and off to bed so I can focus and at 10 pm call it a night. 5:00 am comes much to soon, crawling to the coffee pot I give myself 1 hr. to check in with challengers and answer all my messages. I am thankful for already having set up my posts so my group is taken care of and will not be neglected. 6:00 am I am in the kitchen and am excited I have already prepped chicken and meatballs. I know my hubby can make himself a salad with chicken for lunches and I decide to turn the meatballs in to a lasagna he just has to reheat. Next comes the little kids at 6:45 and Emma Grace is fighting me tooth and nail. Alex seems grouchy but pushes on. It takes longer than normal to get out of the house between fights over why am I not picking them up and my cell ringing constantly with work problems......
My hubby gets up and helps to get the kids out and helps load the car for me. Alex makes me a shake for the road almost holding it hostage until I repeat the next 4 days schedule to him. A kiss from the hubby and "I love you", I definitely don't want to leave now. But I have to. So in to the car with the kids and a boost of energy from my shake. Almost to school I look in my rear view mirror to see Alex in tears, "Why do you have to go?" "Please don't" Even now writing this the image breaks my heart. His younger sister so sweet says, "We can lay in bed with dad tonight on Mom's side, it's ok Alex!" At this this time Alex' face is splauchy and we are pulling in to school. I give him a big hug and a tell him he can face time to which he says, "Dad doesn't know how!" I tell him he can teach him and he seems to find that an acceptable answer. With Alex off to school I head out to take Emma who just rambles on about friend's at school, her teacher, all of the above. I have to ask her for a hug goodbye and she's gone in a flash.
The rest of my day really is a complete blur of meetings and countdowns to when I needed to leave for the airport. I of course left 20 mins. late from the office but luckily didn't need the time. When I got to the airport I noticed how run down I felt and was starving. I saw a Starbucks and a Jack's Grill and debated briefly over the choice. I honestly thought about my groups and what I would tell them and made the choice to go to Jack's for a Make Your Own Salad instead of a Venti Java Chip with Coconut Milk. So happy I made a good decision I snapped a quick pic as an inspiration to my group and to have great accountability. I ate half of the salad and have the rest for later. So now I feel revitalized and am waiting for my flight so I've decided to write this all out to you. I have a minimum of 5-6 hrs. of travel ahead of me and somehow now that I have all my lists completed, a check in with my loves and good food taken in I feel at peace.